playing catch up

Let's play catch-up....

Wednesday, October 24th, 2012 at 4pm I called my OB-GYN's office becaues I was having horrible pains, eating was making them worse & laying down wasn't at all helping me. I waited an hour for them to call me ... they never did... oh wait they did... they called the WRONG NUMBER! Then left a message for someone other than me until they got to the end and said sorry I meant Amanda. How do you make that big of a mistake.
So I did what I was told, eat more ( which made no sense ), layed on my left side which only upset Kayden more and cause more pain from him kicking and attempting to move, and of course watch out for contractions... joyful right... the pain got worse, the cramps stayed the same but since I was so afraid of being told the same thing over I never called I went practically a week with no sleep, delt with cramps that finally went away as of today...
So finally after being bent over in tears on Monday, October 29th, 2012 I called and spoke to someone ... they were gonna originally have someone call me back but said since I hadn't gotten much sleep and was in tears they could see me at 2:10pm and I'd see a midwive... I said okay ... got a last minute baby sitter for my two other kids and of course drove off in Hurricane Sandy's unwanted weather... was there for an hour... to find out from a docotor who I dislike because she never has answers, she is always in and out and very empty... that my cervix is closed, yet she really couldn't seem to locate it ... she cause more pain then a pap smear like seriously wtf ... how did you get to become a Ob-Gyn Dr. if you have no answers EVER! but was told my cervix was really really soft... some to do with past pregnancies but some to do with this pregnancy... JOYFUL right!

Well I then went to be observed ... it took TWO nurses to find the heart beat of Kayden... like really and when they did they had to constantly push into my stomach causing so much pain that I was almost in tears like really WTF your not supposed to make me hurt more... I was told some cramps were actual contractions while others were just cramps... I'm like so that mean's what... and I get an I am not sure we have no answers... GREAT just what I want to hear.

Well I tell them after they wanted to monitor me for a full hour that I need to get home to my other children cause I wasn't gonna sit in that pain, if it got worse I'd of course call back and come in and be seen. Well my husband got outta work early since EVERYONE had to be off the road by 4pm. So we both got home at the same time... I then tried to eat something and rest... I didn't eat much cause I was to sick... and upset with what I was told... But then later that night I got a call from WOMANCARE OBGYN asking me to confirm Wednesday's appointment... which brings us to today!


Wednesday, October 31st, 2012 (HAPPY HALLOWEEN)
I'm 35 weeks! I'm allowed to deliver at Cooley Dickinson Hospital if Kayden decided to come early... which I'm semi certain he will... He's being a pain and causing ton's of pain. It's very discomforting. I've also had two pregnancies pretty much back to back. Connor my middle son was born last year... I found out I was pregnant April 2012 only 4 months after my son turned one... normally it takes a full year for your body to completely BOUNCE BACK... for me to have a full year with no issues would have been MAY when I found out I was pregnant with Connor...

I have an OB-GYN appointment today at 1pm and of course all do another update then but I haven't had the greatest luck with my OBGYN office this time around, they've had no real answers to most my questions... which isn't reassuring at all ... makes me wonder... honestly.

All def. be updating some of the baby bump photo's cause you can see a def. drop in his position ... it's INSANE!

I'm honestly ready for him to be out... if they can't do a test to figure out if I'm gonna go in the next two weeks I'm gonna ask to be induced when I hit 37 weeks cause there is no way I can do this for 5 more weeks ... not with two kids I'd have to be placed on bed rest and get constant help with my other kids...

Well that's all for now... all see you later this after noon!